UmbraCrux

Sitting on the floor, in the silence, in the sunlight Things are a little bit different, not quite what they used to be I breathe in but its killing me, every step I take feels like agony Going through the motions with my temporary friends Calling people up just to sit in the silence You leave me alone all day, just to come home and be by yourself I used to miss you but I fell in love with myself and my dreams Why do I feel so empty? What am I missing, what comes next? I'm trying my best to live with this, to overcome But habits and hearts take time to break I'm no longer a priority, for you, but not for me Things are a little bit different, not quite what they used to be I breathe in but its killing me, every step I take feels like agony Going through the motions with my temporary friends Calling people up just to sit in the silence You never listened to a word I say, that or you forgot but either way I was caged in like a bird, not feeling free, not feeling me Why do I feel so