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Favorite visual artistKatsushika Hokusai, Eugène Delacroix, Ary SchefferFavorite moviesAVATAR, Atlantis the Lost Empire, Dinotopia, Phantom of the OperaFavorite TV showsVikings, Red Band Society, Big Bang Theory, Attack on Titan, Modern FamilyFavorite bands / musical artistsImagine Dragons, Sam Smith, Neon Trees, Adam LambertFavorite booksObernewtyn Chronicles, Black Feathers & Book of the Crowman, Frankenstein Favorite writersEdgar Alan Poe, Isobelle Carmody, Joseph D'LacyFavorite gamesElsword Online MMO, Pokemon, Sims, Zelda Skyward SwordFavorite gaming platformPCTools of the TradePencil/Sharpie/Micron Felt Pens, iPhone 5C/Aviary, Photoshop Elements/Paint, Wacom Intuos TabletOther InterestsFashion, Photography, Music - Mythology, Philosophy, Religion, Astrology
Man, It's been a while since I made a personal journal. I just really need to get it out I guess. I've got a lot of things on my mind...
1. I hate long hair: It's official. I can't stand my hair...I need it cut, but I don't want to cut it until after prom. Long hair just feels so gross. I can't let it down, because it feels gross touching my neck. And it's starting to get too long for my clip, and I really don't want to start using a plain pony tail, because that's even worse than down hair. So this is what I'm thinking of getting done to the back, and something like this for the front.
2. Bigender, or just crazy? I don't even fucking know any more. I can tell anyone that I am a girl, but sometimes I don't feel like one. I'm attracted to men, and I actually really hate female anatomy. I hate my body. I wish I didn't have these lumps of fat on my chest, and I wish I didn't have to bleed every month, sometimes for more than a week. Ugh. I'm just hating on my body lately. Even if people tell me, I don't feel pretty. On top of it, I've never liked girly things, or never felt like I saw the world through the eyes of a girl. These thoughts have been swimming through me for about a year or two now, ever since I made Simon. I want to at least achieve androgyny...Maybe I should go vegetarian?
3. Hao2GetTheGuy Oh god, this has been going on for at least a good week. I started liking a guy who I never imagined I'd even talk to. He's outside my friend circle, and I just don't know where to start conversation without it being obvious I'm trying to get to know him. I've only got about 6 weeks left before I'll never see him again. I don't want to rush things, but I don't want to lose my chance either. I can tell he's a really sweet guy too, that's why I don't want to lose out on him, because I've tried to be with several people in the past year and a half and have just seemed to push them away or do something stupid to be pushed away. Any advice/stories are welcome.
4. Am I Making a Mistake? I'm going to college next fall to study Music and Communications. I want to be in a band, but I don't know anyone except my friend from almost 3 hours away who is going for Music education, instead of performance. I also may have fucked myself with this first year, I didn't know there were auditions, and they've already gone by. I haven't written a song in a good 5 or 6 months either, at least nothing worthy. I'm basically starting at ground zero. Maybe I should make some flyers for when I get there, and I can put them around town. I don't know what to do.
As you can tell, if you've read through this, I'm pretty lost right now. I just want to smash things and feel like I'm living in a movie, break down and cry in the dark, and figure out who I am... Oh well...here. Have this song that's just speaking to me on a spiritual level.